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26 April 2007 @ 06:48 pm
Another early start today.  
I was up again this morning at the crack of dark to "sneak off" to the attic/studio. That's really saying something as I'm about as far from a morning person as you can get. I think that it has been helping me to get my brain in the right gear to get through the rest of my day without going completely nuts.

It seems the Crazymakers in my life are at it again. Some people really need to open their eyes and see that all of the negativity that they muddle through every day is INVITED NEGATIVITY. My mother is at the top of this list and is always using her favorite passive-aggressive techniques to fish for sympathy and to get me to volunteer to solve her problems for her. Sorry. Until you decide that YOU are going to change YOUR OWN LIFE, don't expect things to start looking up.

I've been doing some online "socializing" at a great bulletin board for artists. It is very motivating to hear about what others are working on and to see how supportive they are of each other. I feel like this group (of THOUSANDS!) is a very healthy place for me to be at this point in my recovery process.